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Hey guys, 

I know I havent been on in a long long time, lifes been busy in its own way and internet at my flat is non existent so have to use my phone as a hotspot... Thank you all for the birthday messages and hope youre all doing reliability okay and keeping your arty vibe alive

I turned 17 yesterday which is somewhere I honestly didnt think I'd be getting in life, but I had the best birthday with my other half who took me out for an entire full packed day of things that I love and then held me when I crashed from my high due to family issues at the end of the day. Life isnt exactly easy living by myself with anxiety and depression but I have a few close friends, and I try and fight for the positive things daily.

Might post some photos and paintings soon so you can see what Ive been up to. Thinking of you all

Best Wishes

Charly
Hello my dear friends, I am alive! In all senses of the word, (on a serious note im doing quite well for those who understand) but im sorry I havent been around. How are you all? Please message me and note me and talk to me and stuffs. I've missed you, yes, you. Every single one of you. 

So, this can only be short and to the point cos its nearly 10pm and i have to be up at 6.30 for work. But, I now live in my own place, well, supported housing, with  a few rules, but I pay rent and have my own room, bathroom and kitchen. I work 4 days a week and train for one. My family arent around but Im getting on my feet. Im too tired to write much more but I now have (even though its snails pace) a form of internet connection!!!

Sleep well lovelies and talk to me soon

:heart: :hug: 
Her skin was pale as frost in the morning
Cold to the touch from the rain that was pouring
Covering her surface faded marks were entwined
A mess of spider webs discreetly designed

Her eyes were as dull as the clouded river bed
Misted by thoughts swimming through her head
As the fog clears they soon begin to gleam
But only to be shattered as the tears begin to stream

Her lips were as crimson as the first blooming rose
On the verge of revealing things that nobody knows
Budding with opportunity yet silenced by her guilt
And slowly over time her ideas they start to wilt

Her heart as erratic as the cold winter breeze
Injected with ice it soon began to freeze
Left alone is the shell of a girl you used to know
And now upon her grave roses begin to grow

Over the past several years of my life I have:

    ·        Survived 12 suicide attempts

    ·        Survived 18 months in the government care system

    ·        Survived 2 years of sexual abuse by a family member and then been called a liar

    ·        Survived a ketoacidosic coma

    ·        Survived being hit, cursed and yelled at

    ·        Survived being kept from my younger siblings

    ·        Survived being on antidepressants

    ·        Survived every burn, bruise and cut

    ·        Survived failing college

    ·        Survived falling in love and back out of love

    ·        Survived hating myself inside and out

    ·        Survived meeting a someone online at 14 who lied to me about who they were and raped me

    ·        Survived my parents’ divorce

    ·        Survived school and my 27 exams

    ·        Survived several terrifying interviews

    ·        Survived sleeping outside overnight in the cold

    ·        Survived the nights I wanted everything to end

    ·        Survived the pain of my dear friends death

    ·        Survived the shutdown of one of my organs my body’s own immune system attacked me

    ·        Survived the supposed ending of the world

At the end of 2014 I am looking back on everything my mind and body has endured over the past years of pain. I am a survivor and 2015 will be the year everything changes for me. I will be starting my nursery work placement 4 days a week alongside college 1 day a week to get my official qualification whilst earning and I will also be leaving home. I am not quite there yet. And I am still not okay. But I will be. And you will be too.

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Charly
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United Kingdom
Im here. Im living. Im fighting. My art is my therapy. ♥

Cuddle craver. Music maniac. Film fanatic. Art adorer. Serious studier. Pro Procrastinator. Soulmate seeker. Headphone hoarder. Laptop lover. Amazingly affectionate. Comfortably curvy. Incredibly imaginative. Secretly shy.
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Hey guys, 

I know I havent been on in a long long time, lifes been busy in its own way and internet at my flat is non existent so have to use my phone as a hotspot... Thank you all for the birthday messages and hope youre all doing reliability okay and keeping your arty vibe alive

I turned 17 yesterday which is somewhere I honestly didnt think I'd be getting in life, but I had the best birthday with my other half who took me out for an entire full packed day of things that I love and then held me when I crashed from my high due to family issues at the end of the day. Life isnt exactly easy living by myself with anxiety and depression but I have a few close friends, and I try and fight for the positive things daily.

Might post some photos and paintings soon so you can see what Ive been up to. Thinking of you all

Best Wishes

Charly

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The-Fabulous-Ferengi Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2015
Happy Birthday Dear Sweet Amazing Person. 

I hope you are okay in this world. 
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SheDares Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Just thought I'd drop by and leave a :tighthug: since I haven't heard from you in a while. Find myself wondering how you're getting on every so often ♡ x
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Kramttin Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you so much for the Fav, sweetie! :D
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Sweetwii044 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
no worries :)
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Kramttin Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
:heart:Kayla:heart:
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Sweetwii044 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Shhhhh :heart:
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LadyBitterblue Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I hope you're doing fine :heart:
Have a llama for some cuddles.
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Sweetwii044 Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the llama and the cuddles :D :heart: 
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LadyBitterblue Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
my pleasure! :heart:
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WhiteHeartFlame Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
:iconmoesmileplz: :iconfaveplz:
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