Poor Little GirlPoor little girl, oh why are you crying?Poor Little Girl by Sweetwii044
My head is filled with thoughts of dying
I can’t make it stop and it won’t go away
I keep lying to you I’m not really okay
Poor little girl, please take off your jumper?
It’s silly to be wearing indoors in the summer
I can’t take it off, I need it to hide
My arms, they reflect how I’m feeling inside
Poor little girl, oh won’t you eat your dinner?
No you don’t understand I need to be thinner
I despise how I look, my heads starting to spin
The voices are back I didn’t mean to let them in
Poor little girl, please for me will you smile?
Its hidden away I haven’t seen it in a while
You drove it away just like everyone else
The words you told me made me hate myself
Poor little girl, oh won’t you put down the blade?
No the pain helps me escape the mess that I’ve made
I know it’s sadistic to adore it as I bleed
But I just can’t explain it,
I love you. So leave me alone.I wreck the peace you find in my absenceI love you. So leave me alone. by DenVitaNarren
Because I know you get upset by my presence.
But how am I to keep away from the only persons
Who know what to do when my misery worsens?
I built a bridge of careful arguments today
Repeating endlessly in my head what to say
But the bridge I built became a wall
Mere words, you know, are way too small.
The brighter future is yet unforeseen
No more grief then for what might have been.
I long for understanding and connection
Yet push you away, fearing to lose your affection.
I am done with always being blue
So let's fight, for what else can we do?
Im getting scared because I can’t stop the voice in my head the one that tells me to grab blades or pills or my medicine and do bad things and I cant reach for help because I don’t know how to turn to someone and tell them all that’s running through my mind 24/7 ish how to kill myself and that the voices are getting more. I don’t really want their help anyway, after countless attempts I just want to simply go to sleep and not wake up
Im here. Im living. Im fighting. My art is my therapy. ♥|
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