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Charly
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United Kingdom
Im here. Im living. Im fighting. My art is my therapy. ♥

Cuddle craver. Music maniac. Film fanatic. Art adorer. Serious studier. Pro Procrastinator. Soulmate seeker. Headphone hoarder. Laptop lover. Amazingly affectionate. Comfortably curvy. Incredibly imaginative. Secretly shy.
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So, midway through summer break, it’s my birthday next week, I have my official 6th form college form and interview with my new form tutor which is the 4th of September and classes start on the 8th. Things seem to be coming together yet still falling apart.

My two youngest brothers (I am the eldest of 5 children) have gone to live with my mother, it’s only a 20 minute drive away and once they stop their childish endeavours I’m sure my parents will be able to figure something out, saying that this divorce is coming up nearly 2 years now and they feel the need to act like 2 year olds.

I’m doing okay, I’m seeing my therapist, art therapist, once a week as I have been for the past and whilst I know counselling can go pear shaped, especially for people who find it difficult to sit down in a room and talk about their problems, like me, it’s the best thing that ever happened to me.

Friends, isn’t really happening, I’ve been quite lonely since I left school, I had my prom, but that was a month ago and I haven’t been out with anyone since, I tried to make contact with a few friends last week but was very quickly brushed off and then saw they all went out together and now I get too anxious to talk to anyone. I never was one to be invited.

I now have Netflix which is a blessing, it makes the days go faster, I don’t spend so much time moping around, thinking, walking through fields around the village, I can disconnect from my life and go through TV series one at a time which is working splendidly, break from reality.

I have no inspiration to write or draw, I’m half way through a painting but have run out of paint, and will have to wait for my birthday to get some more. I am trying to get through the block, but these things take time I guess and I’m not overly stressed about it right now, Netflix is here for me.

I can’t wait for this school year to start, to start my A levels, and get on my way to university, saying that, I have results day coming up soon… oh dear, was trying to forget about that, oops, absolutely terrified, 23 exams in the space of 4 weeks, with each one being a minimum of an hour and the longest being 2.5 hours, it nearly killed me… but it’s over now and I made it in one piece

I’m 6 weeks SH free, getting there, it’s hard to find the happiness, it’s hard to see light sometimes, there’s still a long way to go and I’m tired, but I have 5 weeks left of summer break and a much needed break at that. Quiet for now, don’t really feel like people, people are hard to deal with right now, as a generic statement, Charly is in shut down mode, I’m worn out.

But Im doing okay.

Stay strong my friends,
Charly x

  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Midnight Caller, Chase and Status
  • Watching: The Vampire Diaries, Season 2

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Crap-zapper Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank You very much for the Watch :tighthug: :heart:
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Sweetwii044 Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You are most welcome :hug:
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Crap-zapper Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank You very much, I'd watch you again, but I'm already a Watcher xD
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Sweetwii044 Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
For how long? I normally watch straight back, you must've slipped through my net
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xXProphecyUnicornXx Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014
Thank you for the fav's!
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Sweetwii044 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome
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xXProphecyUnicornXx Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014
c:
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Fran159 Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama  (:
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Sweetwii044 Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem
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BlackbirdMay Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2014  Student
Thank you for the watch! :dance:
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