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Hey guys,
I know I havent been on in a long long time, lifes been busy in its own way and internet at my flat is non existent so have to use my phone as a hotspot... Thank you all for the birthday messages and hope youre all doing reliability okay and keeping your arty vibe alive
I turned 17 yesterday which is somewhere I honestly didnt think I'd be getting in life, but I had the best birthday with my other half who took me out for an entire full packed day of things that I love and then held me when I crashed from my high due to family issues at the end of the day. Life isnt exactly easy living by myself with anxiety and depression but I h
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Hello my dear friends, I am alive! In all senses of the word, (on a serious note im doing quite well for those who understand) but im sorry I havent been around. How are you all? Please message me and note me and talk to me and stuffs. I've missed you, yes, you. Every single one of you.
So, this can only be short and to the point cos its nearly 10pm and i have to be up at 6.30 for work. But, I now live in my own place, well, supported housing, with a few rules, but I pay rent and have my own room, bathroom and kitchen. I work 4 days a week and train for one. My family arent around but Im getting on my feet. Im too tired to write much more b
Looking forward
Over the past several years of my life I have:
· Survived 12 suicide attempts
· Survived 18 months in the government care system
· Survived 2 years of sexual abuse by a family member and then been called a liar
· Survived a ketoacidosic coma
· Survived being hit, cursed and yelled at
· Survived being kept from my younger siblings
· Survived being on antidepressants
· Survived every burn, bruise and cut
· Survived failing college
· Survived falling in love and back out of lov
So...
So its the 18th of December. 5 years ago I was rushed into hospital by my mum from my doctors surgery and admitted into ICU, my blood sugars were high, my ketone levels even more dangerously so, I had dropped so much weight you could see my ribs and was constantly attached to the tap. The next few days were spent with hourly obs, on the 7th floor of a childrens hospital watching the snow over the ocean, with everything feeling so surreal. I remember my first injection, I remember every injection since then. I remember the horror flowing through me as my doctor explained what was room and the dawning realization that it would never go away. Si
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